Sitting here thinking
Instead of out drinking
How could things be different
And how my life got so bent
It sure isn't what I intended
And I'm really offended
By everyday living
That wasn't so giving
I dreamed of bigger things
And not just diamond rings
But happiness and love
From the man above
Sometimes I think he doesn't like me
Even after I get down on my knee
For nothing ever turns out right
But yet I still fight
I do believe I'm a good person
Even if I'm not the one chosen
To be great on this earth
And more than I'm worth
For you see
I'm just me
A human in disguise
Behind my sad eyes
